Thank you. I'm probably past the point of no return on this issue. Men suck. I'm not gay. My dogs are my life. I just can't be hurt again. In any relationship worth having, people are respectful and supportive of each other. They are kind. At one point before leaving, I asked myself why all of my other relationships were easy. All of my other relationships worked. Relationships don't have to be SO hard and painful and unfulfilling. Get out.